Martes, Enero 07, 2014

YES.

JANUARY

The first month of 2013 was as usual, boring. School, yes. I'm doing well. I'm just a sophomore back then. I passed my subjects yes. Lots of going out with friends and dating with the best ppl. But yes, actually I'm already planning and should be planning about my debut. Yes, turning 18 next month! I don't wanna have the formal-dancing-cotillion-kind-of-debut. Just slight, not much. It's too formal it might cause boredom to the people who will be there. Whut? But yes. So I was just planning to have a party. YES, A PARTY. Party with friends, night-out with my loves. Thinking of having a swimming party. THAT WOULD BE GREAT. There, I would have my 18 stuff. I was thinking of having 18 cupcakes, 18 hotdogs, 18 tulips and of course, 18 roses. I've got lot of boy-friends that's why I have tulips and I have roses as well. Anyway, goodluck with the planning because I only got a month or less for the "debut" that I wanna have. Actually, i just wanna celebrate it with friends. YES, because they're too special to me and they're the only people who cares for me and they really make me feel special especially that I am nothing at home. I like to celebrate my 18th year of existence with my friends because they made me feel open and my eyes open to the real world wherein I'm dealing with all kinds of people. With them, I'm starting to live the real life.

It is written.

So yes, it is written in a one half lengthwise paper dated December 9, 2013. I just saw this now and memories ugh memories.

SAW MUFFIN TONIGHT. I'm with Ash and we went to SMT because we went mall shopping. Another thing, we saw them TOGETHER. As in, together. OMFG. And it's 9 today, huhubels. I'm scared that they're together again. Why? He said he'll not go back to her. Oh please, it's too fast. Everything's too fast. It's just a week when he said his goodbye's. Also, he said he don't wanna lose me completely. Why is he being rude? To be honest, it's okay for me because he said he wanted me to be his bestfriend. But please, not her. I don't know why but I don't like her for him. They broke up for a reason so please just don't come back. Whatever. Well I can't do anything anyway. If he's happy with her then go. Be happy.