What now?

"It's quarter to three in my clock, I felt the need for myself to let these thought out. I saw a picture of you and I felt ouch. What the hell is wrong with me if I think you've moved on now? I hate this feeling so much, it makes me feel gaah. What I know is that my feelings for you, is true from my heart."

You're like this before. You gave effort on courting me. You even made sundo sundo and all that. You made hatid hatid. You always text me, call me just to talk to me. What happened? Really. :(

We were close. Super close. We treated each other brothers and sisters before. Calling me Aybi ko. Anyare ba? What happened?

I don't know. Before, I have a reason to go to the humble abode everyday. Because I know that you'll be there. Now, whenever I wanna go to the abode, I'm thinking if you're there. I don't know. Were not talking like we used to. Why? :(

Yes. Even if you don't feel anything for me. I will always be here, just like before. Brothers and sisters. But I think you've changed. :(

I thought you're not gonna give up on me. I really thought. But then, people change. Feelings uh, whatever. I thought you're going to wait for me, but you didn't. I just don't feel your existence one day. Then you're coming back, all I need is for you to prove to me that what you're saying is real. Because I'm hearing things like you like someone else and blah blah. That's why its hard for me to trust you. Whatever, I know you don't care anymore. Thank you.

xx, Aybi