November 7.

November 7. Birthday niya. OYES. I gave him a cake. I gave it to Miss Jess and ask her if she could give it to him. My apologies and everything was written in the little card. MEHEHEE. So yes,  I said Happy Birthday, Thank You, Sorry, I love you and Bye. 5 statements. For him. Okay. :( I said that it would be my last effort for him. I went to the abode around 6pm to do my Theoretical Framework because I have no internet connection at home. And yes, I saw him there! But whyyy?! I was not supposed to show up or see him or whatever that day! That's why I asked Miss Jess to give him the cake! -_- So apparently I'm there, he's there. Everyone's there. So many things have happened the past few days, I just can't put it into words. Anyway, were not talking. Srsly. :'( I said HAPPY BIRTHDAY when we arrived because I was surprised he was there, so I just shouted that. Anyway, iesjkdneasjdnauj -_- When he left the abode to go somewhere, I just felt the  heavy feeling I was not supposed to feel. I was doing my TF and I just stopped, I cried. I don't know why. My neck was also in pain tho, but there's something more. My tears came from another pain. Gaaah, I hate the feeling that were not talking, especially that night. Everything was planned for your birthday before the unexpected thing happened. But yes, things just happened. I cried, I said I was okay, my neck was in pain. Okay, he doesn't even know that I cried. Mehehee. HE'S NOT THERE NA EH. AWESOME ME. -_- So anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

This is the cake. Mehehee, he saved some for the Rey-Hipolito's. And Vanessa. She asked him about this, she told me. SO there. Thank you.

Here's the mini card. He texted me after receiving the cake, he said thank you and asked why there's I love you Bye in the letter? He said he's not gonna leave naman daw. -_- :(

A PICTURE FROM MISS JESS. :') Okay na ko dito. I will try to be happy for him, as long as he's happy. At least I gave effort on his birthday. Even though there's nothing between us.

xx, Aybi